Reawakening

 

Me&;Universe
The Universe & Eye.

 

It has been a minute, and not because my hearts not in it!

Unspoken outburst heard from within..

Not conforming to any trends.

Meeting terms where they lay….. Best to say to release old energies that no longer serve, me is refreshing!

Stepping into my rightful place is relieving – made strides of defining myself as a successful entrepreneur is a wonderful feeling –

A lot is clearer – sense has been made.

No harm in a renew;

It has become apart of our journey on this plane.

Recognizing what works for us, the being.

Not certain if *time* passed swiftly or eye allowed it to drift by, Re-visioning….

 

*Time = If it is an illusion, than what can it be?

 

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Entry# 53018

 

 

 A message was sent to me last night, from the Universe, through a dear friend.

Conformation eye needed to hear…

Truthfully, this year has shown to be the ultimate test…

 

Prior to resting…

Eye stood before the Universe, where the Moon met me.

One wouldn’t believe just how the size of the moon increased as affirmations poured from my lips…

Energy, flowed.. unexplainable….

 

Later, as eye lay down

My mind roams…

 

A call came..

this voice blares out – “Relax, relax.. quit over thinking.. Everything is already in order,  time is the factor…. it will occur”.

 

Puzzled, but tuned In…

Allowing this message to Marinate..

 

Just that quickly, the universe had let me know it felt & heard me.

 

a smile creeped about..

putting me at ease…

 

“Everything is coming together, even if you do not see it”.

All that could be done is reflection;

as human eye tend to be a bit impatient – like anyone else..

dope ass reminder to enjoy the ride.

 

Universe you got it..

 

 

 

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Written.Thought

 

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Realization after Reflection of The Human life Cycle.

 

 

 

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Decode the Clue.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Daily Reminders.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Deep Desires for some…

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Entry #42418

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Rainy Days;

Times like this

Has me wishing grey skies away.

Not that the cleansing of the earth isn’t needed,

Just the feelings it bringeth.

Bitter Sweetly Stings.

Finding some thoughts residing with my mother, mainly because

Most rain days we’d discuss the weather, was of the world, however….

Watching the rain as eye let Cole play – he tends to capture life with such lyrical ability. Overstood why he was her favorite artist aside from AG.

Respectively.

Reflecting on the other side of life wishing eye had a lover to spend time, on days like this;  floating in our own abyss; whisked away – without hesitation

Showing that she’s the only woman

Sparking that flame

In turn keeps me sane

All the while she’s playing in my mane.

Interrupted daydreams by a simple ring..

-“Hello, how may eye help you”

Just like that; the rain does it again…

Inspiration In the smallest of things.

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Chapter Thirty, page One.

Waving farewell twenties – Welcoming Thirties;

Embracing aging gracefully

Excited to see what this new chapter has in store for me. Appreciating all the experiences gained prior too;

A sweet farewell adieu….

Shedding of some old skin, and basking in the new.

Twenties we had a blast, bitter sweetly its time for you to become a thing of my past – you were just a pilot – Now Eye’m stretching for this next feature…

With you; my passion became my career, showcasing fear only exists if you allow it. so I buried ’em

May have been squandered out on love, bringing forth tremendous lessons, few which may have taken the second time to catch on — But shit eye got it! lol

Twenties you’ve also taught me even though a few friends may have been misplaced, do not stress because reigniting long time friendships that never failed or even down to acquiring some new ones, can prevail.

It has been spoken that at thirty life truly begins – Eye am all ready to win, again & more

Mistakes may still come.. However the approach will definitely not be reciprocated.

 Standing stronger, wiser and ready for the universe.

….Head held high, always.

Here’s to the newest chapter in my autobiography. Thirty.

 

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9:09 am

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Falling, Chemical trails, cloud’s most days..

And yet a rainbow was able to appear

Universal Power.

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The Mode Of Survival is switched on everyday of my life!

Two weeks worth of work was only enough to cover

One statement of particular.

Can this be all that living Is?

Consistently listening for my ancestors for Guidance

Eye am holding on with everything in Me.

-“Keep holding On for Struggle will soon be obsolete.”

Releasing to the atmosphere..

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Panacea

Sunny days and clear skies has been the trend for forecast as of late…

Instead of fully embracing the ‘rays… Today I cried.

Today I cried…

Today eye cried…

Normally this reaction does not occur often

Exception accepted.

Maybe this Elixir of emotions clears my soul, ease’s the pain so hurt can go away..

Certainly.

Intermittently tears can express better than words… I know this now!

Elixir: A panacea; cure-all sovereign remedy

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Matter or Mind

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Matter takes control over my mind…

Wondering if Eye am on your brain even a little, as you walk through mines.

What’s the Matter?: Words become harder to express… Afraid to do or say the wrong things.

So Eye Write…

In hopes of finding the solutions among my pages – Evolution of stages;

Eye do not mind the change as long as it is Progressive..

No more Hesitation – Mind made up…

What Matters most is that we give it our absolute all…

If it should fall…

We tried… and that’s what mattered.

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via Hesitate

Fresh Canvas 


Before the sun could fully appear… A substance appeared to me today.. a particular..

lemon-honey  yellow.. Channeling..

Calming…

Uplifting…

Propelling echo’s into the Universe..

Trickling droplets of enlightenment..

Rumbling storms of abundant success and sunshine

Feeding the plant of

Creativity.

Today’s Canvas

Yellow

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Homage x II

Even though January 16th is recognized as Martin Luther King Jr Day, King was born January 15th 1929. Originally a federal holiday was first proposed just four days after his death in 1968 (Assassinated April 4, 1968). Finally two decades later the holiday was signed into law 1983, In 1986 is where the first observance actually had taken place. As you can see such time gaps indicate the fight within govt for this recognized holiday. Most states opposed the idea, some southern states  even recognize Robert E. Lee on the exact same day as King’s designated holiday.

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I had the privilege of being introduced to this subtle fire’s activism (works) at a young age. I may have not been sharing the same era, but it was something about the way he painted colorful pictures with words, made the vision reality. King fought for equal rights across the board, despite obstacles thrown his way, he is the definition of a true leader. I honor you for your courage, strength and fearlessness. Thank you a thousand times! The “I have a dream”  Speech may be one of his most quoted deliveries, in retrospect I would like to share some quotes that I like most.

“I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional love will have the final word in reality. This is why right temporarily defeated is stronger than evil triumphant.”
— Nobel Prize Acceptance Speech, December 10, 1964

“Freedom is never voluntarily given by the oppressor; it must be demanded by the oppressed.”
— “Letter from Birmingham Jail,” April 16, 1963

“Like anybody, I would like to live a long life. Longevity has its place. But I’m not concerned about that now. I just want to do God’s will. And he’s allowed me to go up to the mountain. And I’ve looked over, and I’ve seen the promised land . . . So I’m happy tonight. I’m not worried about anything. I’m not fearing any man.”
— “I’ve Been to the Mountaintop” speech, April 3, 1968 (the day before his assassination)

“Nothing in all the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity.”
— Strength to Love (1963)

 

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Aaliyah Dana Haughton,

Where to start? Back in 1994 when the release of “Age ain’t nothing but a number” had the music scene open.. Or could it be the release of “One in a million” in 1996, which FOREVER transformed R&B/Pop sounds PERIOD  ..No..no.. It has to be when you graced the stage of the Apollo.. No matter the memory… Undoubtedly Aaliyah was just that bad! Wearing multiple hats as a Soultress, Dancer, Model, and  Actress.. She had accomplished it all in such a short time, paving the way and becoming a musical inspiration for several different artist whom succeeded after.

Born January 16th 1979 – Untimely passing August 25th, 2001 – I will never forget, middle school age at the time, reading headlines of the stars transition. Not fully understanding life’s processes yet..

 

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Aaliyah’s smooth tomboy lustrous appeal gave young girls, such as myself growing up, confidence. Also the courage to be who you are no matter how anyone else may perceive you. That aspect alone set her aside from the rest, while watching her evolve into a young woman. All I’m just saying is who didn’t want to immolate Aaliyah?  Not to mention that her music was indeed “Hot Like Fire” 🔥 Including the features! It is hard trying to explain the connection I felt to a woman I barely even personally knew, Her spirit was definitely felt through sound…Thank you for sharing your gifts with the world!!!

“An unexplainable but unforgettable feeling you get when you hear good music that puts you in a particular mode” -Shaddai

Literally I can go on for pages about who she is and why she is just that important!! If you find yourself reading this piece and you are not too familiar with whom Aaliyah may be please I encourage you to do yourself a HUGE favor and get familiar.

I honor & pay homage to this Queen

Happy Bornday Baby Girl,

Sleep In Peace.

 

 

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