Entry #41718

 

 

 

Sound of silence

Rest upon my shoulders.

Ability to process thoughts Clearly & Concisely, ever so evident,

Reflection of hesitation in reaction to major changes occurring.

Only prolonged the Inevitable

Recognize.

Now my Confidence has enhanced,

Now eye am more Humble,

Now eye Overstand.

Energy of being fearful/afraid of unknowingness no longer resonates.

Shedding old worn out skin,

Showing off that New…

—Universe what is it you are tryna tell me?

Tis the season of stepping into my Power

Here, Hear.

 

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*Allowing the wind to carry me as eye glide

 

 

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Resound

It has been a little minute  since eye’ve last written in this space…  not neglecting my words. Although creating several drafts that just sits..

Almost as if that moment was not the one to take.

While eye scribe, eye listen to my mother’s voice which resonates over soft jazz music. Fortunately eye was able to capture her Journey and truth on film…. Recently her spirit has transitioned from the physical to the spiritual realm.

Noticing the unfamiliar territory eye physically reside – unfamiliar to me due to the beginning of my existence on this plane is no longer physically here

How does one cope, how does one pick up the pieces ? Re-balancing for the most part..

Not really mourning – but celebrating her life.

She is an Intelligent, Beautiful, Powerful Being. Wombman. whom believed & instilled Purpose.

Continuing the legacy she’s started…

Promising to watch over my siblings’, to be diligent as you taught, to walk in light, and to always do my research while spreading love & Peace!

Energy forever resonating –

Ashe’

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Eye Love U.

 

Gratitude for lessons given.

 

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Chapter Thirty, page One.

Waving farewell twenties – Welcoming Thirties;

Embracing aging gracefully

Excited to see what this new chapter has in store for me. Appreciating all the experiences gained prior too;

A sweet farewell adieu….

Shedding of some old skin, and basking in the new.

Twenties we had a blast, bitter sweetly its time for you to become a thing of my past – you were just a pilot – Now Eye’m stretching for this next feature…

With you; my passion became my career, showcasing fear only exists if you allow it. so I buried ’em

May have been squandered out on love, bringing forth tremendous lessons, few which may have taken the second time to catch on — But shit eye got it! lol

Twenties you’ve also taught me even though a few friends may have been misplaced, do not stress because reigniting long time friendships that never failed or even down to acquiring some new ones, can prevail.

It has been spoken that at thirty life truly begins – Eye am all ready to win, again & more

Mistakes may still come.. However the approach will definitely not be reciprocated.

 Standing stronger, wiser and ready for the universe.

….Head held high, always.

Here’s to the newest chapter in my autobiography. Thirty.

 

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Cold Sober

 

 

Adrift in reflection;

More so for collection,

Is where eye seem to find thy self often. Reality feeling equal to a dream state. A necessary process apart of the journey —— brief hesitation on “cashing in” only because the fight deathly still roars within.

Outside; emotions explode

Release the anguish, best way known

Tears will no longer form

Realist story ever told. 

 

“Life hands you lemons, make lemonade”

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Current Space 

 

Eye am

An infinite Spiritual Energy 〰➰➿

Just Enjoying A Melaninated Human Experience.

Learned Lessons from Daily Teachings; 📜

Consciously Speaking, 🗣

Uprooted From the Struggles;

Eye am Humbled. ☝🏾

Stepping Out That Bubble ⚪️

My Glory is Leaving Something that #Resonates..

Got Nothing to Lose and EVERYTHING to Gain

🌌🌠🌌 Put it out In the Universe 🌌🌠🌌

Eye don’t want it for the fame.

Encrypted energies flowing down my Mane.

Let me tell you how WE won’t be Tamed‼️

Utilizing the Powers of The MIND cogitation is the Architect to REALITY.

Manifestations enacted, backed by Action

It’s almost like I’m fucking Rappin’.

Let me say that again 🗣

Manifestations backed by action.

The Keys are given. How you think we winnin’?
✊🏾

 

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Activ•ism Recognized

Activ•ism

-noun
1. The doctrine or practice of vigorous action or involvement as a means of achieving political or other goals, sometimes by demonstrations, protests, etc.
Philosophy –
a. A theory that the essence of reality is pure activity, especially spiritual activity, or process
b. A theory that the relationship between the mind and the objects of perception depends upon the action of the mind

 

By definition activism is self-explanatory! It is my duty to acknowledge persons whom go above and beyond, making a personal duty to enact change for the better! This dedication gives a round of applause to a pioneer(s) whom is making strides throughout her community.  Community 50/50’s Founder and CEO Zenobia Bey “ZBey tha Poet”, along with dedicated volunteers are single-handedly flipping the perception for the youth here in Richmond, Virginia! How you ask? Take a look:

 

 

I had the gracious opportunity joining in on the fun, during spring Lyrics & Beats sessions, which was held every fourth Friday of the month directly after school! Since the summer has kicked into full swing, Lyrics & Beats sessions have transitioned to every other Wednesday from 1p-3p; Seven sessions are scheduled to be held this summer! With three sessions already in the bag, the next will be Wednesday, August 2nd, 2017 @ 1p. location: The Arts Center on Hull st. road

 

Lyrics & Beats:

 

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Local Virginia Beach artists KEVNPHE came out to support, and showcased to the youth that you can follow your dreams and still be successful! This was the moment were our young Melaninated youth got to see positive male influences from outside the city of Richmond, Virginia.                                                                   

Much Respect to these young brothers!!                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   Shout out to the AWESOME volunteers! Without your dedication and time this would not be possible!

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In addition to community activities and youth workshops during the regular school season, Community 50/50 joins forces with StreetlovinRVA’s Yvonne Libron and commits to Morning Motivation at the local Martin Luther King (MLK) Middle School every Tuesday and Thursdays approximately 8:15am- 8:40am, even though school is currently out for the summer. Love is still shown to those who attend summer school sessions! This practice positively motivates the children to have a great day and excites them to learn!

In Yvonne’s own words:

Wow! What can I say?
Z (as I call her) is somebody who is gifted with many talents.
And not just talents like musical or artistic, but gifted with the ability to LISTEN and understand one’s needs especially when it come to the concerns of our youth!
She is resourceful, connected, and more than anything….the type of “go to” player you would want on your team!
She’s a caring, observant, and a “go hard or go home” woman. Not the kind of person that really tolerates bulls**t from anyone!
She gives out to people nothing less than what she expects from herself, which is….dedication, hard-work, and resiliency.
Personally, I don’t think she gets enough credit for all of her efforts that she puts out in the local Richmond non-profit community.
Ohhh…she also has a spontaneous sense of humor! Like she can take a joke and crack right back at ya because of her witty personality. Lol. 

I could on some more if you’d like, but real summed up:
She’s that friend you can call on for any need, you know? Like she’s that type of person in your life! =) ”  -Yvonne Libron (StreetlovinRVA)

The importance of capturing another’s perspective on one who everyone see’s, really gives you insight to that person’s character.. evidently Zenobia’s light shines very bright!

Winding down the 2016-2017 school year, as an incentive and further encouragement, Community 50/50 made a deal with the children who passed all their SOL tests. Upon successfully defeating examinations, a day trip would be awarded for perseverance towards the end of the school year. Destination:  Norfolk, Virginia to visit the Spirit Of Norfolk! Needless to say, the challenge was accepted!! Shout out to MLK middle scholar’s, very much deserved!!

 

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Shedding light on those who may walk in darkness (get it?)… To Zenobia and Community 50/50, continue to do the work so desperately needed in the city. We appreciate your spirit sistar. Looking forward to the future. Activ•ism at it’s finest! Peace, abundance and prosperity. 

 

 

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Light Being Awakening

Light being      Confronting  hits to the Soul..

Succumbing momentarily to life’s beat down —- briskly emerged.

Amputating ALL parasites — continue PRO life.

Fear resides NO longer.

Be the POWER leader humanity needs

DEATH to Algol.

LIFE  dwells within Kanehbosm!

 

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Precipice

 


Thoughts manifest into  things..

Regulate your Mind.

Plant seeds of Positivity – Prosperity – Gratitude

Adventure massive energy waves surrounding your being.

Provoking collective consciousness.

Take back control.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Control

9:09 am

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Falling, Chemical trails, cloud’s most days..

And yet a rainbow was able to appear

Universal Power.

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The Mode Of Survival is switched on everyday of my life!

Two weeks worth of work was only enough to cover

One statement of particular.

Can this be all that living Is?

Consistently listening for my ancestors for Guidance

Eye am holding on with everything in Me.

-“Keep holding On for Struggle will soon be obsolete.”

Releasing to the atmosphere..

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Panacea

Sunny days and clear skies has been the trend for forecast as of late…

Instead of fully embracing the ‘rays… Today I cried.

Today I cried…

Today eye cried…

Normally this reaction does not occur often

Exception accepted.

Maybe this Elixir of emotions clears my soul, ease’s the pain so hurt can go away..

Certainly.

Intermittently tears can express better than words… I know this now!

Elixir: A panacea; cure-all sovereign remedy

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